Monday, September 24, 2012

Mental taper

The Taper before a marathon.... supposedly it is an uncomfortable time.   You scale back your training, rest your body a bit more, all to be primed and ready to go at race time.  I have read that it drives people crazy - the fewer miles and storing up energy.  I for one am enjoying it a bit too much.  So then comes the mental questions... should I be running more than I am?  Am I losing some of my fitness base?  If I don't do a long run for 3 weeks, will that mess me up?  And all of the sudden I get it.  It's more a mental thing than a physical thing.  My body feels much better than normal.  Much less tired.  I've dropped 2 pounds the past week.  I have been training hard for 16 weeks.  That's a long time for me to stay focused on a goal.  The fear of the 26.2 distance is what kept me focused more than anything else.  I am really excited to see how my body performs.  Will those last 6.2 be the death of me?  Will it take me 2 hours to finish those last miles?  My goal is to finish under 5 hours.... can I do it?  I can't wait for all the feelings I will experience.  The excitement, the crowd's enthusiasm, the energy filled legs!, having to hold myself back when I want to surge, pushing through the fatigue and pain when I want to slow down, the mental challenge, then, should I get there by God's grace, the exhilerating finish!  I am excited.  And now I get it.  The taper is a mental game.  A game of trusting your training and your taper.  Nothing I do now will help me but I can hurt my chances of having a great race by doing something stupid.  Though the weather is cooler, and my pace feels faster, I am going to try to do all my runs easy.  I really want to push myself, but I know, I KNOW, I just need to trust my training, and enjoy the taper.  2 weeks, and it will all be over.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Taper Time

I really have done a poor job of keeping up with my posts here.  I have been training well.  I made all of my long runs and now am entering my first of three taper weeks.  I honestly cannot believe how far I have come.  I never thought I could train my body to run.  I never thought I could run alone so far, getting up so early, sacrificing my one morning to sleep in during the week, Saturday, for a super long run.  But I made it.

I wanted to post a couple of things here about my 20 mile runs.  First thing, I did them completely alone.  Two weeks ago was my first one.  I got up and had everything ready to take.  I drove up to a park near a lot of running routes people use around here.  The night before I had mapped out a course on Map my Run, but kinda lost my bearings 3/4 of the way through.  Let me just say it was very humid that morning.  I used my car as a base and kept most of my gatorade and gu there.  I took along my hand held bottle and a back of cliff shot blocks.  I struggled from the get go.  My training week prior had been pretty brutal and I think I ran 39-40 miles that week.  My legs were tired and I was dragging.  By mile 17 I was struggling.  I almost lost it emotionally.  But I struggled through the final 3 and finished.  I spent the rest of the day on the couch.

Yesterday however, I did a little bit of a different route.  The temp was so cool - mid 50s when I started.  I loved it!  I had to intentionally slow myself down the first 8 or 9 miles.  I could have gone so much faster.  I didn't get all my weekly runs in due to my schedule so I only ended up doing 31 miles this past week.  So my legs were fresher as well.

My split comparisons are here:

Miles
Sept 1
Sept 15
1
10:05
10:10
2
10:12
9:52
3
10:04
9:41
4
10:07
9:24
5
9:55
9:31
6
9:54
9:17
7
9:49
9:24
8
9:38
9:30
9
9:49
9:37
10
10:06
9:27
11
10:00
9:13
12
9:49
9:26
13
10:05
9:31
14
10:11
9:18
15
10:07
9:39
16
10:12
9:45
17
10:13
9:33
18
10:24
9:49
19
10:17
9:37
20
10:26
9:30


This gives me so much confidence heading into the taper weeks.  I am hoping to shed a few pounds by watching my diet the next couple of weeks.  That way I'll be lighter for race day.  I am so excited about the marathon and hope those last six miles aren't too brutal.  If yesterday was any indication, I think it's gonna be a blast!  3 weeks from today!!